After 19 years, I would expect you to cry.
What I fear the most is something happening to Michael, and the cats.
When Nemo got out and we couldn't find him, we were distraught. Up until 4.30am after finding him over the road and ran right past me and under the house. He refused to come out. He was terrified, as were we.
We got him later in the morning after 3 hours sleep.